Sing My Pride


Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently.

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Can’t stand this shit. 

I will never have to face the world alone

I will soon go to the financial department! :D 

When I showed what I scheduled out for I want to accomplish in the following 5 years, my manager was stunned. He was like: “uh….. Did you put this out yourself? Did you get any help from anyone?” haha, it was funny. hm, nope! I literally planned it out in 10 minutes on my sketch book during Accounting class LOL

My dad always encourages me to think further than just think about NOW. What do I want in 5 years? 10? or maybe 20? His questions train me think quickly, critically, and logically. I was able to know what I truly want, it’s good to be reminded by a person who gives you unconditional love. I will know it’s for my own good <3

After these few months, I have come into some conclusions

a. never believe in what others tell you until you witness it yourself

b. there are always good people out there; when there are rumors or accusations about you, the ones that know you, don’t need your explanations. to the ones that don’t know you, you will not have to explain to them. 

c. you don’t have to hide your potential, it’s no wrong to do great at work. if people think of you as showing off, let them be ^^

d. love yourself. be strong. stay confident. 

待人如果用真心

帶人就帶得到心 <3

我超級喜歡challenges. 我超級喜歡學new things. 

我超級喜歡impress別人把他嚇死ㄏㄏ

越是告訴我不可能的,我就會越想讓他變成可能.

啊!又很有力量了 :D YAY!

Desperate

3 months has passed since I got my very first job. I never knew it would be so exhausting. The workload is overwhelming, I have barely any energy left when I get back home everyday. I was too stubborn to admit it was actually somehow challenging, asking help from some people who are irresponsible will only get me into more trouble. Within such a short time, I’ve learnt so many things; however, there are some useful but some are simply crab :(

Going to work means growing up and getting to know the real world. I guess I haven’t expected all this to happen just like what the adults had been telling us. It’s really strange to try to be in a group where you see no one has common with you. It’s really lonely actually, when the world you knew leaves you behind and the new world isn’t completely open to you… I guess this is how I’m feeling now, doubting the changes I can make with these limited resources and a bunch of people who are lack of motivation. Sometimes when I walk back from Metro Station after work, I see people around me, so busy with their own matters, of course, not seeing anything further than just their life circle. I feel so lonely.

Yet gradually, I’m afraid time is combining me with the mindset that people here are sharing. Working makes me more realistic than before, I’m more calculative, and of course, eager to be in charge of everything, get the authorities so I am capable of making some changes. It might be a terrible thing when you think of it as in a student’s eyes, when parents are still responsible with your behavior. You can be a saint to think authority or money isn’t really a thing that matters so much to cost time and energy and health and friends and so to pursue, but slowly, you find out your friends are not as good, or let’s say, they are not knowing as much as you are, or have the same memories that you thought were significant, or be as inspiring as you wish they could be… and then… you just wanna blow it off, to make it easy and simple; they are the source of your afflictions. 

I’ve think so much about these things -.- and it makes me so emo. Emo as in, I can cry at any moment, not the emo as “being mad.” Sometimes when I look into the sky, it’s so grey and depressing, the sun here never shines, where’s my sun, the sun that used to cheer me up and bring me hopes? I asked. No respond. I’m serious, I need sunshine, I want its ray to shine on me, and warm up the nerves and buried heart inside me. haha………


Grave, Menacing, and Unstoppable

This is really happening. Me, here, at Taiwan, working all alone. No worries for college degrees, no worries for squeezing into GE classes with other 100s people, no worries for what my next meal will be, no worries for the tuition fee, no worries for my living and safety. I thought I would panic!!!!!!!!!!!! 

UNBELIEVABLE. Working, when I’m only 19, not part time but A REAL JOB. Mercedes-Benz is a beacon of hope to my future haha. Getting to work at a well-known company is a pleasure. Yet, I realized some things are appealing only on the surface…I wish I had a good position to speak up and really DO SOMETHING. It’s not the time yet, I should know. I’m so new and freshhhh :) Although there are some parts that fret me, however, I enjoy working, the feeling of being able to learn things that I NEVER KNEW before. It’s not like learning stuff from text book, school is about having all the basics, and just follow the instruction. Work is different, you actually DO THINGS TO GAIN PROFITS! I always know I love doing business, communicating with people, and that’s what I’m doing now :) I love my job! YAY! 

One big problem- I tend to not listen/care/mind whoever I think has less ability than I do. I mean ability as working, influencing, being efficient, responsible and so on. TERRIBLE PROBLEM. ATTITUDE!!! But I was always the one that give out the order, I think I still need some time to adjust.

Special treatments make me somehow uncomfortable but when I don’t have it I feel weird. WHAT THE HECK?? UHHHHHHH….

英文不到短短幾個月就變如此糟糕 快嚇死了 O_O 我覺得自己很勇敢 我真的做到了 我做到我以為我不可能做到的事 我做到了當初的想要”試試看” 

I know what I want, and once I set my goal, there’s no way to return. 

日子充實 累 滿足到 很多事情漸漸的不重要了 慢慢的放下了 :)

但我還是想CTTB 想你們 <3


給自己

偶爾放棄 

偶爾淚

偶爾想逃回從前

我想時間能走快一些

心願心願 

夢願燦爛紛飛

偶爾清醒 

偶爾累

偶爾堅強到心碎

我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

lovingteddybears:

 

Those nights when we’re too tired to kiss, too tired to talk, too tired to make out, or do whatever it is we usually do. It’s peaceful to have you wrap your arms around me then you lean your head close to mine, smile weakly and close your eyes. Sometimes, I force my eyes open just to look how cute you sleep, just to hear whatever it is that you’re whispering while you’re dreaming. I love the smell of your hair, the warmth of your skin under the blankets, the look on your face, it’s just irreplaceable. 

lovingteddybears:

Those nights when we’re too tired to kiss, too tired to talk, too tired to make out, or do whatever it is we usually do. It’s peaceful to have you wrap your arms around me then you lean your head close to mine, smile weakly and close your eyes. Sometimes, I force my eyes open just to look how cute you sleep, just to hear whatever it is that you’re whispering while you’re dreaming. I love the smell of your hair, the warmth of your skin under the blankets, the look on your face, it’s just irreplaceable. 

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女孩 妳是勇敢的

細細的風 暖暖的陽 這麼instant這麼迫切


我想你

對我知道我愛自己多於愛你

我在乎自己的感受遠比在意你的多了多

而你只有笑笑說 I love you no matter what.

ㄎㄎ我也希望我們會久到和永遠搭成一直線

你說我們就算走平行線 也是hand in hand走的 <3

我告訴自己勇敢勇敢

快了快了 Even a day is a day

哭一哭就笑笑吧然後就會好了喔

張芷瑄加油 

沒有事情能夠讓我專心分心

 

可能因為太悠哉 I’m just really slacked off 

所以無時無刻你都occupy我的腦子

這是一時的吧 

我還是可以很理性的吧

等我工作又上課一定可以忙到忘光光

我是勇敢的 <3

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